Neon Genisis Evangelion  - Komm,süsser Tod

来吧, 甜蜜的死去

 

词：庵野秀明(日)、Mike WYZGOWSKI(英)
作曲/编曲：Shiro SAGISU
主唱：ARIANNE(铃木恭一)

 

I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live for no one else
But now through all the hurt & pain
It's time for me to respect
the ones you love mean more than anything

So with sadness in my heart
(I) feel the best thing I could do
is end it all and leave forever
what's done is done it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down. tumbling down. tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
In my heart of hearts
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything, everything, everything that matters to me matters in this world

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's killing me inside

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看过EVA剧场版——真心为你的读者，应该对这首歌有极其深刻的印象吧，伴随着REI与莉莉斯的融合，伴随的真嗣的矛盾与不安，难以做出抉择的心，以及伴随……“人类补完计划”的执行，伴随着一切的一切，就是这曲Komm,süsser Tod了，悲哀，甚至绝望到了极点——我是说它的歌词，但与之匹配的乐曲却没有蕴涵一丝悲哀的气氛，相反的，平静，甚至可以用欢愉一词来形容。在全人类失去物质形态的同时，给人的感觉似乎并不是什么残酷的现实，而感觉的确是在完成某种神圣的仪式，“神圣”的感觉，“只是人类的补完而已……”全人类就这样静静地淹没在歌声里了，每一个人，每一个人“死”之前（用“死”字似乎不太恰当）都会切身体验到自己最为向往，最为美好的一瞬，“这就是心的……补完吗？”我在向，对人类而言，这也许就是盼望已久，最美好、最自然的结局吧……（oh my God！！在胡说些什么呀！）啊——（遭雷击）

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话说贴完这个，突然觉得是贴最后一个了吧，已经不是沉浸在这样浪漫幻想中的年纪了。如此壮丽毁灭性的情绪，无论怎么想象，出现在脑海的形象，也是个留着短发的，东方面孔的20岁女孩。有点惭愧..

总觉得有认知上的差距，记得几年前在杳杳家看豪斯，第一集介绍一个角色说女孩28岁，当时第一反应就是这个女孩好年轻。可是马上往现实一想哎呀好像28岁都老了。当时就跟她说怎么对东西方的人有这么大看法的差别。杳杳说是哦好奇怪。同样这个社会里，还有30岁的人敢说自己心碎么？